I am sitting on a bumpy log in a circle with sixty strangers
I first met yesterday morning when we all arrived to begin the
adventure called Camp Lookout. It is dark except for the light of
the campfire we built just minutes before, and it is quiet except for
the sounds of nature: the waves of Lake Michigan caressing the
sand nearby, the chirp of birds who haven’t yet realized night has
fallen, and the whistle of the wind through tall grass. A counselor
begins to strum a simple melody on his guitar. “This song is
called ‘Around a Thousand Fires,’” he says. Then sixty voices
come together to sing the chorus that defines my experience at
Camp: “I can do anything that I want to, and I will.”
Camp Lookout is the one place where, no matter what,
everyone accepted me, supported me, and allowed me to flourish.
During my days at Camp I learned skills such as how to sail, play
guitar, talk with a British accent (and “properly” drink tea), write
poetry, and even run down sand dunes (lean back or you will end
up with bruised knees and a lot of sand in your mouth). My days at
Camp were full of energy and creativity, but no matter how many
amazing things I did or what lessons I learned, nothing compared
to dusk when the singing began. Around a Thousand Fires was
a nightly event; every night for five summers, I proclaimed that
I could do anything I wanted. Every night I believed it more and
more. Sometimes this song motivated me to try something crazy as
an Activity the next day. (How about Space Aliens? Yes, I can put
on my swimsuit, paint my entire body bright colors, and go invade
people’s space. I can do anything I want to.) Nights at Camp, and
the repetition of this mantra, inspired me to open up to my fellow
campers and develop friendships on a deeper level than I ever had
before.
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